i have a final essay paper due tomorrow along with a writing assignment, a drawing commission to finish, my stuff to pack up, my hand-me-down furniture to clean, a project proposal to write, several voice-mails to reply to, a commissioned website to design, lots of vector work to do, vacuum the shards of glass out of my car, find a job in a city 400 miles away before the end of the month, and a few other things.
i wish i could forget about it and just draw and write all night. i have so many ideas that i will forget by the time i can write them down.
so i’m stuck in this fragile state of procrastination where i have way to much to do and end up doing abolutely nothing, because if i start anything i won’t be able to finish before i have to start something else.
oh, and i don’t feel well.
